salam
wohaa. setelah sekian lama menyepi. akhirnya aku kembali. wutwutwut.. kembali untuk apa? well. nok komen. kenapa lama menyepi? well yang tu pun no komen. lalalala *eh eh.. rasa macam artis plak* hadoii.. pitam. ngeee~ ok ok. sebab dah lama tak wat entry baru kan. so, mau karang entry baru sampai cecah perut bumi la kali nie. yeeaaahhaaa! i loike~
tapi tapi. what i'm going to tell about hah? terlalu banyak benda nak diceritakan sejak datang sini. sangat3 memerlukan kesabaran. *sometimes, i'm tired be a student* well. nama pun belajar kan. mana ada belajar tu senang. tapi semuanya untuk kesenangan masa hadapan jugak. ya dak? ish. apa aku membebel nieh. hadoii~
just now, perlu sesuaikan diri dengan tempat baru. errr? baru ke? woahhaa.. bukan tempat baru pun.. ngeee.. ekcheli. i move out from my beloved room di tingkat 5. no no.. bukan saya yang nak pindah but i Have to move out to floor 3. gosh. dan seriusly. i really don't like here. why? there are a lot of reasons. but. its okay. let me keep it as a secret. biar saya dan DIA je yang tahu... ALLAH knows me better. but my bilik so buruk. huk huk huk.. sabor je la.. and now kena bayar duit untuk keyboard plak. camera pun rosak. everything broken. fine! nanti kalut dengan praktikum lagi. hadoii. dah dah. stop complaining! just terima dengan ikhlas. orait!
hmm, i dont know why. rase macam sem nie terlalu banyak dugaan jer.. tapi its okay. i need to stay strong.. Have to walaupun kadang-kadang rase macam tak larat sangat. rase give up. rase dah tak nak duk sini. nak balik! nak balik! and just get married. habis cerita. kan? tapi thats not my cita-cita. wah3.. cakap pasal cita2 plak dah.. ekekeke.. tapi tu la.. i have my own target in life. so have to stay strong! Fighting! and talk about married. just remind me to my gula-gula kapas.. *mood : missing*
and last story. i hope my smiling angle also be strong. and we both be strong for others.
dear my cotton candy :
you have to be strong dear. have to! this is not the end of your life. everything gonna be fine soon. believe me. now, please be strong baby. be strong. i'll always support you and pray for you. kamu harus hadapi semuanye dengan penuh semangat. sama macam dulu. this is life dear. its not a surprise that you need to hadapi semua nie. and you know it right. don't blame yourself too much baby. everything happens for a reason. and i know. you are the chosen one. semua orang tahu tentang tu sayang. you can do it my love. you can do it. please baby, don't cry. my heart hurt so much when i know that you are crying. please baby. don't cry. please... let me have you smile again..
its really hard for them, for me and for my angle. just, i wish, one day you can smile again baby.
p.s cinta : please don't stay silent. i miss you~
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p.s.s : don't ask me anything. Thank you!
just wait and see.
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salam
miss you,
